A good night.

Everything went well last night.

I find that I am more HERE now.

I cannot do more than one thing at a time. I cannot get away with ignoring mom like I can get away with ignoring my kids - you know what I mean.

I do things now that incorporate everyone.

That means much more time with family bible study, reading, playing, park time, sitting down (particularly difficult), listening, cooking and eating meals together.

I am forced to include everyone in every chore and every preparation so that mom (and the children) always have something to do.

I am also forced to be EXTREMELY consistent in my discipline. I see that in order for things to be peaceful enough for mom to be able to function well I must require first time obedience from my children.

I also see that I must die to myself.


I find also that I make time for quiet time.. even if it isn't quiet. I must have it. I find myself praying all day long, asking and begging the Lord for help in many different situations.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
And do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He will make your paths straight.

Psalm 119:24

Your statutes are my delight; they are my counselors.