Do I want to be healed?

Yesterday I was in the process of posting and my computer crashed. Again. As it does after about an hour's worth of use. Yikes! I love my computer and am praying for it to hang on.

This morning I have been thinking about whether I want to be healed in the area of gluttony or not. Obviously I want to be thin. That is a definite. But do I really want to lay aside my old self in this area and put on the new man?

I would say yes. So I continue to press forward. Today I am thinking about the following from Isaiah 58:

For day after day they seek me out;

they seem eager to know my ways,

as if they were a nation that does what is right

and has not forsaken the commands of its God.

They ask me for just decisions

and seem eager for God to come near them. 58:2

Then you will call, and the Lord will answer

you will cry for help, and he will say: Here I am. 58:9

Lord I seek You out today. But not for what You give, but for who You are. Please make me to want the Giver instead of the Gift. Please continue to work in my heart and make me into a woman who wants to be obedient to You in all areas. Please cleanse all areas, not just where I am comfortable.